I want to go buy cute baby clothes. I really, really, really do. I want to buy some cute little baby things so that I can look at them and imagine Wombat wearing them, playing with them. I want to do the things that an unafraid pregnant mother does.
But I won't. I won't buy a single thing until we deliver a healthy baby. It just won't happen and I'm jealous.
I want blind optimism, which is something I never really had.
Natalie Portman refuses to prepare a nursery. She has said she is superstitious about her pregnancy and is "very Jewish that way."
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And another reason that I absolutely love Natalie Portman. Thanks!
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